Post was originally titled "A Boring Piece of Shit That No-One Will Ever Read" but decided to make the minor adjustments in keeping with my new found optimism. So let's talk about that.
Lately I've been getting up at 8:30am each day and going to sleep around 10pm which is incredibly bizarre for me, I don't recall EVER doing that for more than 1-2 days in a row. I am also catching myself sinking into depression more and being able to avert it sometimes, and if it does take a hold I'm able to tell myself that it will pass and I'll feel better. Why haven't you tried doing that before?
For awhile I was getting worse, was thinking about suicide more often and for longer periods, I suppose I could now be in one of those rebound states mentioned above, ready to plummet into despair any day now, hopefully not.
Interestingly all this has happened since I've stopped taking my anti-depressants.
Anyway there's some words for whoever, hopefully they'll mean something to someone.
